Hard day

Today has been hard. Mostly I miss G so much and wish he could be here for me. But he has made the call that the new person in his life is more important. That is ok, but inside it hurts. More than it should , we have been apart for 3 years now, by my choice. I just want to at the very least be able to call him. He can easily make me smile and feel better, always. Life sure sucks sometimes.